i don't care about making my words small or italatising it so you can't see.
cause this is a post i want you to see
i don't effing care about you or life anymore.but because you are my fren i had to care.just i was just wrong i didn't know know that you were that bad.i thought you would change after waht happened.but now,i don't effing care any longer.why?because i dislike you so terribly to a point of hating you but i shall control my emotions.if you are reading this post,i want to say this to you.you fucking hell messed up my life twice already.i think that's enough damaged you have done.so why don't you fucking get out of my life casue i don't need you anymore.and i seriously can't be bothered about what you do.if you're going to ask what you did to me.ask yourself.and you'll find out.i don't care if i'm in the wrong cause THIS TIME I'M NOT GOING TO SAY SORRY.i've had enough of you and your rubbish.i'm getting out.don't bother saying sorry.cause i wouldn't even care any longer.you try to beat me.i'll se what i can do to stop it.
and i have to make this clear.the malay netballers didn't change me.you changed.i enjoy playing with them cause at least they care about the game and they love the sport.and they accept me for who i am w/o trying to change me.so why can't you be like themm.i guess that's an understatement.i don't want you to be like them anyway.i want you to be who you were.but you just totally changed.many people thought once i got my fingers burned in fire i wouldn't try the trick twice.i did it and this time the fire not only burned my fingers.it scarred my heart.that's enough.i have alot of my mind already and i don't need you to make it worse.so get the fuck out.