black and purple

black and purple
black and purple

Thursday, September 27, 2007

AHH!!AGAIN!CANNOT SIGN IN!IS SOMEONE LIKE TAMPEING WITH MY BLOG?BLOODY F***** UP PERSON!
anyway..hahaha:) i'm done with like chinese and english!!YAY!haha.L-A-M-E.i know but who cares.

paper bags and plastic hearts-

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

AHAHAHA!!I CAN'T FREAKING SIGN IN TO BLOGGER JUST NOW!!DAMN IT!IT SUCKS!HAHAHA:D I'm uber duper super high now.and english papers are tmr.most impt papers in the whole entire lifetime.DAMN IT!HAHAHA:Dok
GOING.GOING.GONE.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

HELLO!!words can never explain how i feel. I'm not sad because of her anymore!!i'm like happy happy.and i don't know why too.cause i'm suppose to like her?haha.so it's sooo not true!:Dright..
I'M DONE WITH HOMEWORK!damn damn happy cause i'm FREE!!HAHA:D right.gotta go.wanna WORK OUT mann.:D

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

AHHH!! HELP! I'M LIKE SUPER STRESSED OVER LITERATURE.!!i don't know what to write about!!AND I'M FREAKING BORED.I'M LIKE SO OUT OF IDEAS ABOUT WHAT TO WRITE!HAHAHA:)BUT NO CHOICE HAVE TO COME OUT WITH IDEAS.FREAKING PISSED.GOTTA FINISH IT OFF!!GOING.GOING.GONE.

Friday, September 14, 2007

hello friend.
today was a FREAKY DAY kinda like freaky firday.i feel so weird cause it's like i can't play netball with the malays anymore cause yeah,they're fasting.
AHHH!!!i'll miss them like shit shit.XD hahaha
you,i didn't know what i did to make you hate me so much.
i guess i was kinda annoying sometimes but that's who i am.i can't help it.
if you think i'm stealing your friends,sorry,but i'm not
i didn't mean to break in on your secrets.
and fine.i won't be a friend to you anymore
when i asked if you're okay or why you're so sad,you say that i'm nosy
when i don't ask,you say i don't care i don't know what's wrong.
i hope things btwn us can get better
cause i really prefer to keep you as a fren than as an enemy.
i don't know what i did wrong those 2 days but you kinda ignored me
so i was pissed k.that's the truth.you wouldn't understand how i feel.neither would i.we just have to try to be friends again.
i didn'tmean to steal your friends.but i seriously don't think i did.
sorry anyway.gosh here i go again.damn it

Thursday, September 06, 2007

to:you
i'm done here and i'm getting out.
i don't care about you or whatever you say anymore
the truth hurts but who cares
i knew we were never going to work out ever since the problem the 3 of us had.and i'm quite right about that now
i dislike you to the core of my heart.
whatever you say doesn't take the effect it takes on me
like it did b4.
and i know you need me to survive
and you know that i don't need you to survive
and that's effing true true
cause i don;t
i'm independant and i'm sure of my capabilities.
so just fuck off bitch get out of my life you've done enogh harm alr.
it was never about the malay netballers that changed me
it was the way you acted.
so you know what
just:
FUCK OFF BITCH

Monday, September 03, 2007

i don't care about making my words small or italatising it so you can't see.
cause this is a post i want you to see
i don't effing care about you or life anymore.but because you are my fren i had to care.just i was just wrong i didn't know know that you were that bad.i thought you would change after waht happened.but now,i don't effing care any longer.why?because i dislike you so terribly to a point of hating you but i shall control my emotions.if you are reading this post,i want to say this to you.you fucking hell messed up my life twice already.i think that's enough damaged you have done.so why don't you fucking get out of my life casue i don't need you anymore.and i seriously can't be bothered about what you do.if you're going to ask what you did to me.ask yourself.and you'll find out.i don't care if i'm in the wrong cause THIS TIME I'M NOT GOING TO SAY SORRY.i've had enough of you and your rubbish.i'm getting out.don't bother saying sorry.cause i wouldn't even care any longer.you try to beat me.i'll se what i can do to stop it.
and i have to make this clear.the malay netballers didn't change me.you changed.i enjoy playing with them cause at least they care about the game and they love the sport.and they accept me for who i am w/o trying to change me.so why can't you be like themm.i guess that's an understatement.i don't want you to be like them anyway.i want you to be who you were.but you just totally changed.many people thought once i got my fingers burned in fire i wouldn't try the trick twice.i did it and this time the fire not only burned my fingers.it scarred my heart.that's enough.i have alot of my mind already and i don't need you to make it worse.so get the fuck out.