hello!!haha:)long time since i blogged
oh well,long story short,i think i got over you.cause i don't care anymore.and i know it was never true what you said to me that day.guess i was just so dumb to fall for your dirty little trick.oh well!!no use crying over spilt milk.what has beed said is said.you just suck.haha:)
i got some real nice lyrics!!

must be strong and we must let go. cannot say what our hearts must know.how can i not love you?what do i tell my heart?when do i not want you here in my heart?
how does one walks away from all of the memories?
how do i not miss you when you're gone?
-joy enriques(how can i not love you?)

baby don't forget:before you hit the highway,better stop for gas.
there's a 50 in the ashtray in case you are short of cash.
and here's a map and here's a bible
just in case you lose your way
and don't forget to remember me.
dear mama don't forget:
to tell my babysister i'll see her in the fall
and tell me all that i'm missing
and that i shall give her a call
and tell daddy that i'm still his little girl.
yeah i still feel like i'm where i'm suppose to be
don't forget to remember me
-carrie underwood(don't forget to remember me)

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]

hey girl,i don't know if what you said is true.it sounds too good to be true.
i'm sorry,i really don't know.
i'm lost and confused,
i've got nothing to lose
P.S i'm still not over you..

whats up?
i know we haven't spoken for a while
but i was thinkin bout you and it kinda made me smile
so many things to say and i'll put em in a letter
and it might be easier the words might come out better how's your mother,
how's your little brother?
does he still look just like you?
so many things i wanna know the answers to wish i could press rewind
and rewrite every line to the story of me and you
(chorus)
don't you know i've tried and i've tried to get you out my mind
but it don't get no better as each day goes by
and i'm lost and confused
i've got nothin to lose
hope to hear from you soon
p.s. i'm still not over you
still not over you
(verse 2)
excuse me, i really didn't mean to ramble on
but there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
i guess you thought that i would put it all behind me
but it seems there's always somethin right there
to remind me like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
boy it aint easy when i hear our song i get that same old feeling
wish i could press rewind
turn back the hands of time
and i shouldn't be telling you
(chorus)
don't you know i've tried and i've tried to get you out my mind
but it don't get no better as each day goes by
and i'm lost and confused
i've got nothin to lose
hope to hear from you soon
p.s. i'm still not over you
still not over you
did you know i kept all of your pictures
don't have the strength to part with them yet
oh no.... tried to erase the way your kisses taste
but some things a girl can never forget
(chorus)
don't you know i've tried and i've tried to get you out my mind
but it don't get no better as each day goes by
and i'm lost and confused
i've got nothin to lose
hope to hear from you soon
p.s. i'm still not over you
still not over you

hey.haven't you screwed up my life enough?just get the fuck out of it ok?
cause i don't need you anymore.
that's what i say.
this song tells you all
so will you just stop playing with me!and my heart.
i had enough.
get the fuck out!

hey peeps.
today,while doing cip we,jamie gan and i,saw this freaking cute guy!!like omg..then later,there was this freaking cute bung!like she's freaking hot and cute...cuter than______yupp.
haha(:
i'm sorry.i didn't know.guess shouldn't have interferred so much.sorry.and yupp.i guess we don't need to talk any more.cause it's all over..
so,you won't be rcieving any msges from me.if you want to,you start msginng first.and i may not be hyper anymore during trainings.and don't ask me why cause my ans will be that i'm tired.tired of all of you and your stupid lies.bye bitch.
i'll try my best to make myself forget you.no matter what it takes.bitch.fuck out of my life.yes,thank you.