black and purple

black and purple
black and purple

Thursday, September 27, 2007

AHH!!AGAIN!CANNOT SIGN IN!IS SOMEONE LIKE TAMPEING WITH MY BLOG?BLOODY F***** UP PERSON!
anyway..hahaha:) i'm done with like chinese and english!!YAY!haha.L-A-M-E.i know but who cares.

paper bags and plastic hearts-

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

AHAHAHA!!I CAN'T FREAKING SIGN IN TO BLOGGER JUST NOW!!DAMN IT!IT SUCKS!HAHAHA:D I'm uber duper super high now.and english papers are tmr.most impt papers in the whole entire lifetime.DAMN IT!HAHAHA:Dok
GOING.GOING.GONE.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

HELLO!!words can never explain how i feel. I'm not sad because of her anymore!!i'm like happy happy.and i don't know why too.cause i'm suppose to like her?haha.so it's sooo not true!:Dright..
I'M DONE WITH HOMEWORK!damn damn happy cause i'm FREE!!HAHA:D right.gotta go.wanna WORK OUT mann.:D

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

AHHH!! HELP! I'M LIKE SUPER STRESSED OVER LITERATURE.!!i don't know what to write about!!AND I'M FREAKING BORED.I'M LIKE SO OUT OF IDEAS ABOUT WHAT TO WRITE!HAHAHA:)BUT NO CHOICE HAVE TO COME OUT WITH IDEAS.FREAKING PISSED.GOTTA FINISH IT OFF!!GOING.GOING.GONE.

Friday, September 14, 2007

hello friend.
today was a FREAKY DAY kinda like freaky firday.i feel so weird cause it's like i can't play netball with the malays anymore cause yeah,they're fasting.
AHHH!!!i'll miss them like shit shit.XD hahaha
you,i didn't know what i did to make you hate me so much.
i guess i was kinda annoying sometimes but that's who i am.i can't help it.
if you think i'm stealing your friends,sorry,but i'm not
i didn't mean to break in on your secrets.
and fine.i won't be a friend to you anymore
when i asked if you're okay or why you're so sad,you say that i'm nosy
when i don't ask,you say i don't care i don't know what's wrong.
i hope things btwn us can get better
cause i really prefer to keep you as a fren than as an enemy.
i don't know what i did wrong those 2 days but you kinda ignored me
so i was pissed k.that's the truth.you wouldn't understand how i feel.neither would i.we just have to try to be friends again.
i didn'tmean to steal your friends.but i seriously don't think i did.
sorry anyway.gosh here i go again.damn it

Thursday, September 06, 2007

to:you
i'm done here and i'm getting out.
i don't care about you or whatever you say anymore
the truth hurts but who cares
i knew we were never going to work out ever since the problem the 3 of us had.and i'm quite right about that now
i dislike you to the core of my heart.
whatever you say doesn't take the effect it takes on me
like it did b4.
and i know you need me to survive
and you know that i don't need you to survive
and that's effing true true
cause i don;t
i'm independant and i'm sure of my capabilities.
so just fuck off bitch get out of my life you've done enogh harm alr.
it was never about the malay netballers that changed me
it was the way you acted.
so you know what
just:
FUCK OFF BITCH

Monday, September 03, 2007

i don't care about making my words small or italatising it so you can't see.
cause this is a post i want you to see
i don't effing care about you or life anymore.but because you are my fren i had to care.just i was just wrong i didn't know know that you were that bad.i thought you would change after waht happened.but now,i don't effing care any longer.why?because i dislike you so terribly to a point of hating you but i shall control my emotions.if you are reading this post,i want to say this to you.you fucking hell messed up my life twice already.i think that's enough damaged you have done.so why don't you fucking get out of my life casue i don't need you anymore.and i seriously can't be bothered about what you do.if you're going to ask what you did to me.ask yourself.and you'll find out.i don't care if i'm in the wrong cause THIS TIME I'M NOT GOING TO SAY SORRY.i've had enough of you and your rubbish.i'm getting out.don't bother saying sorry.cause i wouldn't even care any longer.you try to beat me.i'll se what i can do to stop it.
and i have to make this clear.the malay netballers didn't change me.you changed.i enjoy playing with them cause at least they care about the game and they love the sport.and they accept me for who i am w/o trying to change me.so why can't you be like themm.i guess that's an understatement.i don't want you to be like them anyway.i want you to be who you were.but you just totally changed.many people thought once i got my fingers burned in fire i wouldn't try the trick twice.i did it and this time the fire not only burned my fingers.it scarred my heart.that's enough.i have alot of my mind already and i don't need you to make it worse.so get the fuck out.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

hello!!haha:)long time since i blogged
oh well,long story short,i think i got over you.cause i don't care anymore.and i know it was never true what you said to me that day.guess i was just so dumb to fall for your dirty little trick.oh well!!no use crying over spilt milk.what has beed said is said.you just suck.haha:)
i got some real nice lyrics!!

must be strong and we must let go. cannot say what our hearts must know.how can i not love you?what do i tell my heart?when do i not want you here in my heart?
how does one walks away from all of the memories?
how do i not miss you when you're gone?
-joy enriques(how can i not love you?)

baby don't forget:before you hit the highway,better stop for gas.
there's a 50 in the ashtray in case you are short of cash.
and here's a map and here's a bible
just in case you lose your way
and don't forget to remember me.
dear mama don't forget:
to tell my babysister i'll see her in the fall
and tell me all that i'm missing
and that i shall give her a call
and tell daddy that i'm still his little girl.
yeah i still feel like i'm where i'm suppose to be
don't forget to remember me
-carrie underwood(don't forget to remember me)

Thursday, August 09, 2007

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
Ohhh yeah!
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
All together now!
Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me
[x2]

hey girl,i don't know if what you said is true.it sounds too good to be true.
i'm sorry,i really don't know.
i'm lost and confused,
i've got nothing to lose
P.S i'm still not over you..

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

whats up?
i know we haven't spoken for a while
but i was thinkin bout you and it kinda made me smile
so many things to say and i'll put em in a letter
and it might be easier the words might come out better how's your mother,
how's your little brother?
does he still look just like you?
so many things i wanna know the answers to wish i could press rewind
and rewrite every line to the story of me and you
(chorus)
don't you know i've tried and i've tried to get you out my mind
but it don't get no better as each day goes by
and i'm lost and confused
i've got nothin to lose
hope to hear from you soon
p.s. i'm still not over you
still not over you
(verse 2)
excuse me, i really didn't mean to ramble on
but there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
i guess you thought that i would put it all behind me
but it seems there's always somethin right there
to remind me like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
boy it aint easy when i hear our song i get that same old feeling
wish i could press rewind
turn back the hands of time
and i shouldn't be telling you
(chorus)
don't you know i've tried and i've tried to get you out my mind
but it don't get no better as each day goes by
and i'm lost and confused
i've got nothin to lose
hope to hear from you soon
p.s. i'm still not over you
still not over you
did you know i kept all of your pictures
don't have the strength to part with them yet
oh no.... tried to erase the way your kisses taste
but some things a girl can never forget
(chorus)
don't you know i've tried and i've tried to get you out my mind
but it don't get no better as each day goes by
and i'm lost and confused
i've got nothin to lose
hope to hear from you soon
p.s. i'm still not over you
still not over you

hey.haven't you screwed up my life enough?just get the fuck out of it ok?
cause i don't need you anymore.
that's what i say.
this song tells you all
so will you just stop playing with me!and my heart.
i had enough.
get the fuck out!

Saturday, August 04, 2007

hey peeps.
today,while doing cip we,jamie gan and i,saw this freaking cute guy!!like omg..then later,there was this freaking cute bung!like she's freaking hot and cute...cuter than______yupp.
haha(:
i'm sorry.i didn't know.guess shouldn't have interferred so much.sorry.and yupp.i guess we don't need to talk any more.cause it's all over..
so,you won't be rcieving any msges from me.if you want to,you start msginng first.and i may not be hyper anymore during trainings.and don't ask me why cause my ans will be that i'm tired.tired of all of you and your stupid lies.bye bitch.
i'll try my best to make myself forget you.no matter what it takes.bitch.fuck out of my life.yes,thank you.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

hello! today was suppose to have pesta sunkan-recreational, but it fucking rained!and like wth the match was postponed.
then we decided to stay and play with the few teams that stayed back which was: Delta team. PJ and some red shirt team. We played against the PJ team first.They were damn rough luh.haha(:
the we played with the DELTA TEAM! i swear they fucking suck luh!assholes and bitches can.my WA was damn fat like 3 TIMES my size!like OMG can you imagine how scared i was to play with her.haha
(: anyway, Ga and GD had some tensions yea.GD-addne. yea.
addne was just standing can, then ga ran and TRIPPED over ADDNE'S LEG!!and she was like:"fuck luh.what's your problem?you intentionally stick out your leg for what?" Addne just said sorry."
The fucking GA said" why would yoou even bother to say sorry when you intentionally did it?"
Addne:" Bitch"
damn scary luh.cause both of them looked like they were about to fight or something.haha(:
anyway.later addne left the game cause she realised she needed to cool down.haha(:smart girl.
then i ask her GA are you okay?
AND SHE SAID:" YEAH.THE FLOOR WAS JUST VERY SLIPPERY." and i was thinking wtf.haha(:ok today was the first time we saw SQ get freaking pissed she was like what luh bitch?not my fault right bitch!" i swear she rocked.

hey you,
i'm sorry that i didn't make it clear
i like you.i wanted to go home with you today.
i could tell you were quite sad that i didn't go home with you.
i'm sorry girl.
i should have.we need to talk.seriously.
till then i'll be here

Friday, July 27, 2007

hey you,
i'll tell it to you,
and i'll tell it now
i like you ok.i guess that's that's
it's just wishful thinking on my part.

go lsten to the song the best damn thing
ok.anyway.
tell me where it hurts is also nice.
and you, i hope you do so.
hey you,
i'll tell it to you,
and i'll tell it now
i like you ok.i guess that's that's
it's just wishful thinking on my part.

go lsten to the song the best damn thing
ok.anyway.
tell me where it hurts is also nice.
and you, i hope you do so.
hey you,
i'll tell it to you,
and i'll tell it now
i like you ok.i guess that's that's
it's just wishful thinking on my part.

go lsten to the song the best damn thing
ok.anyway.
tell me where it hurts is also nice.
and you, i hope you do so.
hey you,i tell it now and i'll tell it to you.
i like you and i guess you know.
but i guess it's just wishful thinking on my part.
i hope you feel what i feel.

i'm the best damn thing you're eyes have ever set on :D
yknow, i think you get it don't you.i just hope hope and hope
maybe one day you will.
anyway, i swear the song best damn thing is damn nice to hear.
yeah.
you,
tell me where it hurts: it's dedicated to you.please girl i hope that you do.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Tell me where it hurts

Why Is that sad look in your eyes,
Why are you crying?..t
ell me now..tell me now...tell me why your feeling this way..
I hate to see you so down..oh baby!..
Is it your heart oh..
thats breakin' all in pieces..makin' you cry..makin' you feel blue..
Is there anything that i can do?
Chorus:
Why dont you tell me where it hurts now baby and i'll do my best
to make it better..yes i'll do my best to make those tears will go away..why dont tell me where
it hurts now tell me...and i love you with a love so tender..
oh and if you let me stay i love all the
hurt away...Where are all those tears coming from?..why are they falling?.
.did somebody..somebody..somebodyl
eft your heart in the cold..you just need somebody to hold on baby..
give me a chance to put back
all those pieces..taka your broken heart..make it just like new...
there so many things that i can do...
Chorus:
Why dont you tell me where it hurts now baby and i'll do my best
to make it better..yes i'll do my best to make those tears will go away..why dont tell me where
it hurts now tell me...and i love you with a love so tender..oh and if you let me stay i love all thehurt away...instrumental
ohh gonna take it all away baby...Is it your heart oh..thats breakin' all in pieces...makin' you cry..makin' you feel blue..Is there anythingthat i can do?...
Chorus:
Why dont you tell me where it hurts now baby and i'll do my best
to make it better..yes i'll do my best to make those tears will go away..why dont tell me where
it hurts now tell me...and i love you with a love so tender..oh and if you let me stay i love all the
hurt away... tell me baby..tell me..ohh yeah..is there anything that i can do babe?...
Chorus until fade...
Why dont you tell me where it hurts now baby and i'll do my best
to make it better..yes i'll do my best to make those tears will go away..why dont tell me where
it hurts now tell me...and i love you with a love so tender..
oh and if you let me stay i love all the
hurt away...

Dance Hall Drug

Grown up
She just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene
And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted, right?
So turn off all the lights
Dressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great, to be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait, till you're sedated
Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?
Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug
Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor
You could take a chance on finding romance
Now you're holding hands
But he's got other plans
Tick-tock, the clock is turning red
The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too late
You feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited
Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?
Yeah what I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug
Just wait love
Show 'em what you're made of
Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?
Do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug
Do you, do you want to lose it all?
Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
Cause when the push comes to the shove
It's just a dance hall drug

Friday, July 20, 2007

Their love story had a perfect ending
Our's had a tragic one.
Well if it was meant to be, it was meant to be.
if we were together,
we would create our own fairytale and live it
where doves shower down love
where we would catch it with open arms,
a heart in between our clutched plams.

hey, can you please tell me if you do like me or not
don't flirt with me please
cause it's really hurting me as well as giving me hope.please.please stop it.
i wish you could one day just tell me that i'm the one you'll want and always love.please.tell me!

Monday, July 16, 2007

haha(: just had this tournament with the maly peeps! i swear that was the most fun day i ever had.heh:D I'M A HAPPY HAPPY GIRL!!i really hope she likes me.but i guess she just doesn't.
oh well.
you,
i thought i didn't,
but i guessed i still do.
i love you much.
i hope you do too.
i wished i could be your scandal.
i'm sorry.i didn't let that jealousy show.
cause i knew you wouldn't like me
but i guessed i may be wrong
please tell me babe.
i miss you quite terribly.
i think of you every noght.
no one could feel what i feel towards you.
we'd be a couple and and create a picture perfect scene.i know we do.
love,sarah.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

ahh!!i think my lucky charm is losing it's luck!!how?you know they say that if someone touches your lucky charm,it's no longer lucky?yea..kinda like that.anyway,i saw this friggin' cute guy on the mrt luh!!he's super cute heh(: then this group of rv peeps came in then they all crowded around him haha(: then he look at me then at them then at me then at them. it's damn funny.hahahaha(: oh wells.
i told michelle about the guy and this is what she said:
michelle said: "you think the person is staring at you but he's actually not looking at you but it's because you're looking at him so you think he's looking at you if you don't look at him how do you know he's looking at you? if he's not looking at you how do you know he was looking at you?"
sarah:huh?
esther: huh?what are you talking about?
feodora: huh?
michelle: actually, i do not know what i'm talking about also.
then we walked out of the train.hurr.guesss that's all

Sunday, July 01, 2007

it's when i walk out of the room silently
i realise how much you have brought to my life.
IT'S SO CONTAGIOUS.
If only you were mine,if only i could kiss you just because you were mine,
IF ONLY hurr.so sad.have not seen you for a week already,and i guess you all i really ived for.
i don't really know.i really hope you would love me like i loved you.& i hope you have not broken p with her because of me.you 2 realy look sweet together,as much as i want you mine,i can't.i'm soory.you seem so near yet so far.i love you.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Big girls don't cry-Fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go aloneI must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outsideI need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

Monday, June 11, 2007

ahh!!!i feel so sad!haha(:and i just laughed...i can't stand it!not seeing her for the next 2 weeks!and to think she didn't come last week...):ahh!!i can't see___anymore!!until like 3 weeks time!!wtf!i'm so going to miss her.):anyway,just came back frm kl.bought many things there!haha(:like $100 worth of things?!hahaha(:and i'm not a shopaholic...best!hahah(:oh well.i have no more mood to blog!I CAN'T STAND IT!!3 WHOLE WEEKS I HAVE NOT SEEN HER?!WTF

Friday, June 01, 2007

ahh!!

oh!!oh oh!i'm damn happy today!!! Jamie!you're my lucky star too!!you wished me luck right,and i freaking saw her!!ahhh!and later,went for dinner...then on the way back home,saw her again!!ahhh!!but,i didn't really believe my eyes,so i went closer..then she said hi..then i was like hello and and she asked me if i cut my hair again!!then i was like NOOOOO!!I just put my fringe sideways that's all!!she freaking hell notices me!!and and last sunday!!she realised that i cut my hair where no one else bothered!!AHHHH!!my favourite hot spot just got hotter...you really did get hotter dear,and i just miss you so.i'm a small girl,in a big world,but just don't forget to remember me!!oh oh!! I LOVE YOU IS THAT OK?by the way,i'm writing in blue case it's my luck colour.so i decided to buy a blue crumpler!!whis obviously she also has one!!ahhhh!!!hahaha(: (: i'm a happy girl today!! GIRL I LOVE YOU SO!!

Thursday, May 31, 2007

hey hey!you noe i'm actually very happy!haha (: cause tmr i need to take 963 home alone!yay!that means i'll bump into ...yay!!finally...i just hope that they have training tmr..if they don't,i'll be just very very extremely disapointed:( oh wells...it's been great knowing you.but i guess when we get closer some fuck up bitch would spread rumours about us..then i'll avoid you...i didn't know that her plan would work,but i guess it's alright with me..cause i just feel pitiful for you to put up with a fren like her..see,you just don't get the point that she's jealous of you and me...oh well!i guess this is it then,no more have fun conversations with you on msn..i would talk,if you just stop telling everyone what we talked about.i guess you and i just don't click...and i was really right about her..oh wells..that's as fas as the damn story goes..ok..enough of this shit!i haven't been blogging awhile yknow!either that or it was just all song lyrics.but then i guess it wouldn't mean anything to you...even if it was dedicated to you..oh well!haha(:
hey peeps!go check out this book called"ps I Love You"...it's a really good book!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

EVERYTHING-Michael buble

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday
.And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La,

Friday, May 25, 2007

4 in the morning

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over meI'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot& all I know is
You've got to give me everythingNothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would chang
eDon't let me downIt's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?& all I know is
You got to give me everything& nothing less causeYou know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have& all I know is
You got to give me everything& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

Saturday, May 19, 2007

when you're gone-avril lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there
when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]

Friday, May 18, 2007

how did i fall in love with you?

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be
Alone
Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to sayI never meant to feel this way
Don't want to beAlone tonight
[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
Ihear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that,
I resembleI cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight
[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
[Bridge:]
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life
[chorus:]
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall,in love ,with you?

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hmm...

well.i'm here for reason that's you...ever since things were wrong btwn us,it's been a competition to see whose the best.well,i guess u were winning.got a c******r new frens and a new crush?i guess you don't really need me anymore..
i guess things are a little fucked up btwn us.u were trying to make me jealous and you knew it.you didn't like it that i had an eyecandy and now you like someone lese.well i guess is just that you're a fucked up bitch that's all.
i should have known.but i thought i could have given you another chance.you were going well at first,and i really thought you changed for the better. but i guessed i was wrong.i should have known what you were trying to do with me.you played with my feelings and left me hanging.
well guess what!i didn't fall.instead you really did prove to be a really fucked up bitch and i admit that i was dumb to have even trusted you in the first place.don't go around calling me your best friend anymore cause you know i'm not.stop using my name cause i hate it.
IN SHORT!I JUST HATE SO WOULD YOU PLEASE GET YOURSELF FUCKING RIGHT OUT OF MY LIFE?I DON'T NEED YOU TO INTERFER WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE!SO JUST FUCK OFF!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

candyman

(Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine) Candyman, candyman
(Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine) Sweet, sugar, candyman
Hey, uh I met him out for dinner on a Friday night
He really got me working up an appetite
He had tattoos up and down his arm
There's nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm
He's a one stop shop, makes the panties drop
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
A sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
Ooh, yeah, yeah
He took me to the Friday Club at Hollywood & Vine
We drank champagne and we danced all night
We shook the paparazzi for a big surprise (a big surprise)
The gossip tonight will be tomorrow's headlines
He's a one stop shop, makes my cherry pop
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman (ooh yeah)
A sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
Shoo-Doo-bee-do-wee-dop-bop-shoo-be-wow-ba-wow (repeat) ba-wow
Hey, yeah
Oh, yeah yeah yeah yeah ohhhhhhh
He's a one stop shop, makes my cherry pop
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman (Oh!)
A sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
Whoa, yeah Well, by now I'm getting all bothered and hot
When he kissed my mouth he really hit the spot
He got lips like sugar cane, oh Good things come for boys who wait
(Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine)
Candyman, candyman
(Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine)
Candyman, candyman
(Sweet, sugar, candyman)
He's a one stop, gotcha hot, makin' all the panties drop
(Sweet, sugar, candyman)
He's a one stop, got me hot, makin' my "uh" pop
(Sweet, sugar, candy man)
He's a one stop, get it while it's hot, baby don't stop
(Sweet, sugar)
He got those lips like sugar cane
Good things come for boys who wait
He's a one stop shop with a real big "uh"
He's a sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
(Say what)
a sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
(Say)
a sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman, wooo
A sweet talkin' sugar coated candyman
Oooh, whoa
Candyman, candyman Candyman, candyman Candyman, candyman...
Candyman, candyman Candyman, Candyman...
Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine
(Tarzan and Jane were swingin' on a vine)
Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine
(Sippin' from a bottle of vodka double wine)
Jane lost her grip and a down she fell (Jane lost her grip and a down she fell)
Squared herself away as she let out a yell
(Squared herself away as she let out a yell)

Friday, May 11, 2007

boo ya!

hey!
today feels like a blue day for me..i seriously think blue is my luck colour..either bue or greeenn!!(:
tomorrow is the day that we have the mother's day street netball thing!i can't wait..i seriously hope that we win la!haha(: but i know it would be a fun day!haha:)this is damn retarded!haha:)i don't know why i keep smiling in this post..i just feel very happy today!:):):):):): ):):):):):):):):):):)hahahahaha :D
OK.I GUESS THAT'S ALL.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

sssssssss...hot!

hey ya peeps!
next week there would finally ba the street netball game on!yay!!!i'm super excited can..haha!oh ya!THANK YOU SOAPY!she helped me create my blogskin k..haha!i'm just such a loser at computers...(: oh well,sa1 is here...have to get down to studying..bye ya peeps!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

GIRLFRIEND- Avril Lavigne

Hey, hey, you, you I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you I know that you like me
No way, no way No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you I want to be your girlfriend
You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)
She's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey, hey, you, you I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you I know that you like me
No way, no way No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you I want to be your girlfriend
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)
So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)
Because...
She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey, hey, you, you I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you I know that you like me
No way, no way No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you I want to be your girlfriend
(Uh)In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?
(Uh)In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)I don't like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)I could be your girlfriend (No way)(No way, no way)
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)I know that you like me No way, no way No, it's not a secret (No way)Hey, hey, you, you (No way)I want to be your girlfriend(No way, no way)
Hey, hey, you, you I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no wayI think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, youI could be your girlfriend (No way, no way) (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, youI know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)
Hey, hey!

Monday, January 29, 2007

Monday 29 January 2007

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running through her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.When a GIRL says "I love you", she means it.When a GIRL says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you.

this post is SUPER DUPER ULTRA WOOMPA LAMPAA WEEKA ISSA SALSA FUNNY!!!!hahahaha...don't ask what's those words are.they are just all made up!!well, i hope the netballers are doing fine in their games..hahahaha :)) this is super lame.. -.-''hehehehe!!!

Flames to dust Lovers to friends!!go listen to that song mannss..it's super nice to hear.the song is called: all good things (come to an end)

i got my bags packed baby & i'm ready to go
look at my eyes rock steady & i promise you more
i got my heart back baby &
it's skipping a beat
i got my ass in check,checking out
i'm ready to feel


Sunday, January 21, 2007

i am living a life full of fantasies

......and i almost forgot to say something else and if i can't fit it in i'll keep it all to myself.i almist wrote a song about you today but I TORE IT ALL OPEN AND THREW IT AWAY!
and i almost had you but i guess that doesn't count it almost loved you and i almost wished you would love me too.

hi!!haha..don't you find it kinda weird when you noe not what to say yet you are saying it?i kinda feel that way.but..yea..anyway,i don't feel like going to skool tmr because i have to see someone face which i don't want to see..she always stick with michelle la..so even if i don't wantta see her,i have to see her..guess life's like that.it's just depends on your luck.yupp..she's kinda irritating like i'm not talking to her and she will just cut in.i have a good mind to shout at her the next time she does that.i'll be like"I AM SO NOT TALKING TO YOU RIGHT?WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM LA!!YOU THINK I'M SCARED OF YOU????THINK AGAIN!!"ha.that's better..she super irritating you noe she shouted at me she was like"why you want to noe/she don't want to tell you right?why you want to noe for what?stop asking can.."i was like why you so fierce for what?asshole la...sad case that someone actually fanices her..EWWWWWWW !!!!!ok..i'm done..i wanted to say something but i forgot!!so i guess next time ok?

Thursday, January 18, 2007

wahh!!!

it's been damn long since i bloggggeedddd...
hahahahaha...it's like shit can...the thing is,i'm in the SCHOOL NETBALL TEAM.
it's super shitty la..i noe its not they forget to tell me but its because they don't want to tell me so tat i won't be in the school team..and i won't get to play with them!!they like just hate me la!!i superly hate them too okay!!!i wanna QUIT netball team..they never even tell me that there was training la!!!!!shit can...i'm like fine!!!it's like my fault that i don't get picked because i never go for training right!!it's like they never tell me..how am i suppose to go?????oh man!!from now,i'll just do my cca and studies than gained my cca points for the next two years then when i leave, i SHALL HATE this school forever!!!!